Hey friends, family, and dedicated fans!! I am so sorry I haven't blogged sooner!! I am having the most amazing and life-changing time in Australia (formerly New Zealand). If you have ever seen pictures of New Zealand, you know that it it breath-taking. Except, you actually have NO IDEA. It is not breath-taking. It is something more. It is here that a person could really become an artists because it is just SO DARN INSPIRING. In New Zealand, Cities hit rolling hills which hit thermal springs which hit tropical rainforests which hit magestic mountains...and all this is surrounded by calm and crisp seas. It is truely nature at its best. Downsides, you might ask? Yes there are some. Two words: meat pies. I will never eat another one again. And fish and chips were fun the first time I experienced them (and the second and third time I suppose)...but the eighth? Not really. I am finding the food in Australia to be quite yummy though. I am anxiouisly awaiting the day I can experience a kangaroo burger. Today perhaps. Australia is magical, even in the city. I haven't actually left Sydney yet, but today I am off to Cairnes. There will be rainforests and reefs and it will be epic. The school visits are amazing as well. I have seen the greatest practices and met the best kids! And I can now say I have friends all over the globe. Luycky me!! So blessed. I miss my family tremendously though!

Getting urban in NZ

What an adventure the past few days have been! American Airlines (and every second of every airport) was torture, and then we boarded Air New Zealand. If anyone is planning to go to a fancy resteraunt anytime soon, I mean real expensive and high-class--dont!! Just buy a roundtrip of Air New Zealand. The food was great and I had my own television with a million movies and tv shows to choose from. You know I was in heaven. However, the flight was 14 hours long and in that time I had much opportunity to contemplate the absurdity of my decision to come here. I really didn't think this one through--a month is a very long time. And now that I have arrived here, I am slowly realizing many other things I didn't think through, such as: When they told me that it was going to be freezing cold here and we would be experiencing glaciers, I thought "hmmm...awesome. I'll bring a jacket" not "hmmm...awesome. I'll bring ALOT of very warm clothes". I am thinking of buying a big sweatshirt here and rocking it throughout most of the southern island. I have met som many new people here from so many places. I made very good friends with a couple of Australian girls who were EXACTLY what I expected. I loved them. In my adventures I have met many Irishmen, which is odd because you would think that I would be meeting people from here instead of somewhere else. But that is how it is here, especially at the hostel. Everyone is from somewhere else and everyone is eager to get to know everyone else. There have been lots of friendly faces. I have explored Auckland's city center very thoroughly, looking at all the local markets and checkingout all the local shops. And yesterday I started the day with an overdose...of adrenaline! I jumped off a bridge. Yes, a bridge. I bungee jumped off Auckland Bridge. The water was so clear and the city was just starting to come alive. Diving off the ledge was definitely a crash course in facing my fears and I can't wait to do it again. This place is gorgeous, even in the middle of the city. It is amazing how the old smashes into the new, and the beautiful and magestic mountains and harbors intermingle with the metropolitan city. Auckland is called the "City of Sails" and it is very apparent why. There are sailboats everywhere and it is so peaceful just to watch them. I love it here but I miss home very much. I hope I survive a whole month. I am very eager to see the rest of the island and explore further south, but I have to wait until Thursday (Wednesday, YOUR time). We are going to the World Congress of Reading starting tomorrow, then we are headed to Rotorua on Thursday to check out some of the Maori culture--which I absolutely CANNOT wait for!! Keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I am not entirely sure when I will have the opportunity to blog again, but keep your eyes peeled for any updates. I miss you all and can't wait to show you all the pictures I am taking!

Sending my love from New Zealand...

Here I Go

Wow. I've been planning for this day since November and I still do not feel prepared. At all. Today I embark on what is sure to be one of my greatest adventures. No, it has nothing to do with food...I know you were all thinking it, and I am proud to say that this one is a little bigger. Today I will board a plane. I will likely be frisked and interrogated about why I have a pair of tweezers in my possesion, because only the most hardened criminals carry tweezers--knowing the damage they could cause with such a mighty weapon. Just kidding. I checked them. I will wait hours in line to give my ticket, or get it, or send my luggage through the fancy check-your-bag machine...as you can see I dont do this very often. Then, at 4:50 p.m., I will soar into the clouds headed for Down Under. New Zealand comes first, then Australia. Can you say terrified? Go ahead, say it, because there is no other word to describe what's going on in this crazy head of mine. A month is a long time and I'm afraid I haven't thought this one through. I have always had someone I know (very, very well) right beside me to hold my hand (thanks Sarah), and I am positive I won't have anything like that this time. What if Mom can't handle the garden all by herself? What if Sarah and Mom don't let Dad watch his strange shows or the History Channel (I'm his only ally on these matters)? What if my dog starts losing all his hair....again?! Poor Elvis, all the other dogs will make fun of him. Okay, so I know that the family will do just fine without me, but it doesn't make this any less scary. I have given alot of thought into what I'm bringing back for everyone, however I have neglected to give ANY thought to the fact that this is a big event. I mean, really BIG. But I think it will be a good, BIG change. If I survive it...which I am really counting on. I'm going to see the most amazing things this month, and I hope I am able to record it all for you, here! I am visiting my number one, most desired destination (seriously, NUMBER ONE!!) and through my sheer terror, I am taking in all I can. Or atleast that is the plan. Mark Twain once said, in all his brillliance: "Twenty years from now you will be more dissappointed by the things you didn't do than by the things you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."

Thanks Mark! That's exactly what I'll do...

Habits That Dorks Harbor, And The Benefits That Ensue...

There are some things that matter, and some things that just don't. It is only fitting that on this, the day to celebrate all fathers, I articulate what I believe truly matters (i.e., my daddy) in life...so here goes: The truth is, I am not really sure. I keep two journals--both given to me by two of my cousins when I graduated High School (shout out to cousin Ashley!). In one I keep observations I have made of the world, the second I keep observations of myself and quotes that inspire me. I have noticed that the one that contains observations of myself has grown much more rapidly than it's old friend. As a matter of fact, I think that it has taken to taunting the other journal. I have every ingtention of giving it a stern scolding, but that isn't the point. I don't think I am vain, okay let me rephrase that: I am a little bit vain but I'm not to the point where I am more interested in myself than the rest of society, atleast not yet. This certainly isn't the case. I am curious to a fault. However, through this particular journal, I have written documentation of what my life is about. What I live for. I highly recommend it to everyone. Through it, I express what I know to be true. I know that car rides with the ones you love and enjoy are something to be treasured. I think that getting all dolled up for an occasion you have long awaited is an important necessity in life, keeps a person sane. And let's not forget the grave importance of frequent bathing. These are all things I believe in and hold dear, and I am fortunate enough to realize just how vital they are to my soul. This is truly the definition of blessed. I know that it doesn't matter what size by thighs, hips, and feet (yes, feet, and I am sensitive about it) are because I have really good food I get to enjoy every day...and I have bad enough balance as I am, can you imagine how bad it might be if my feet were SMALLER? I also know that the fact that I have not studied much at all for my Pedagogy test this coming Saturday, and haven't even begun a paper that is due in a week, is not the end of the world. Because I have been busy with things that DO matter to me, these things just aren't a pressing issue for me. They should be, but aren't. Say what you want about my lack of motivation or questionable priorities, but I assure you that I always know exactly what my soul needs, and because of that I know I've got a pretty bright future. And you know what? I bet you have one too.

Perma-Funks

I mess up. Sometimes it is big, but often it was small. So far no one has died, so I've got that going on for me, and that's pretty good. I try really hard to do exactly what I am supposed to and sometimes leave reminders on my phone or next to my computer. I set alarms so I don't forget things. I do double checks and triple checks that sometimes prove pointless. I wake up in the morning to a pep talk that promises that on that particular day I will focus harder, pay better attention, and just make better decisions (such as reading the book I'm supposed have read by the end of this month). I know what you are thinking..."c'mon Jamee, exaggerate much?!" But I am serious. I am really, really working on it. Today wasn't so bad, but I wonder--does anyone else have days that feel the same way? What do you do when you are in a perma-rut? Moving to Europe, where it is adorable to be a bumbling damsel, is out of the question. I don't have the money. So there goes one solution. I don't think they give lessons in capability, do they? Probably not. (Isn't it handy that I can come up with NON-solutions to this problem--yeah I didn't think so either!)
My sister has been experiencing a similar fate here lately as well. If something unlucky is going to happen, it will certainly happen to Sarah. And rest assured--I'm keeping my distance from the girl, lest it be contagious. You don't think Lysol works on bad luck do you? Probably not, but that was always my solution, as a kid,when she was sick. My sis is an uber-competant person who puts normal hard-working people to shame. She is the best of the best and even she has funky days. This is not good news for the goofballs of the world (aka: me). I wish I could say that I will overcome this someday with sheer will and sweat, but that is highly doubtful. I hate to sweat. I guess I am a work in progress. I'm still trying to stay one step ahead of my mess ups, and I think I am getting better at it. Here's to all you chronic forgetters and those who have lost their mojo (or never had it!). I understand you completely. If you need a helpful coping mechanism, ice cream helps. Come on over to my house, I have plenty to share--Chocolate of course.

Bet You Didn't Think I'd Find It...

That's right folks...I found it. I bet none of you expected me to actually do it, but I did! I sought after and discovered it. I searched the highest hidden caverns of the Himilayas, braving fierce winds and chilling snow storms. I went far into the the most treacherous terrains; I battled the Sahara, desertous and haunting, and the Icelandic volcanos. The jungles of South America weren't so bad, if you were careful to watch out for the masses of deadly snakes and angry tribal men. Yes, I did face dangers that should have sent me packing for Central Texas, but it isn't in me to tuck tail and run. No. I had a job to do, and I have done it. I have wrangled the elusive question that every person faces in life. The only question that is more important (and only slightly more difficult to answer) than "What's for breakfast"...I think I have discovered the meaning of life. Okay...it really isn't the MEANING of life, but it is a pretty good start. My quote of the day comes from a very wise man that I encountered during my studies at Angelo State University. One of my recent English professors is one of those men you has seen it all, done it all, and has the very detailed recollective story to prove it. He mentioned one day in class (I believe it was over an analysis of James Baldwin's "Sonny's Blues"...but who can really remember such menial details when they are in middle of being introduced to the meaning of life) that "In order to be loved by people, you have to truely love people". My first thought was :"Hot dog!" Because I really do think these cheezy things in my head, something that really isn't my fault--I'm a product of my raising. Where was I? Oh yes! I thought, "Hot dog! This means something." Everyone wants to be loved, of this I am positive. Who wakes up thinking, "Gee, if only I could make everyone I encounter today feel uncomfortable around me. Dream come true!" No. I'm certain this is NEVER the case. However, all to often I find myself in situations that are solely produced by my social awkwardness, which is produced by my desperate need to be likable!! Now, here is where the philosophical person would say something about how they are giving up their insatiable desire to be loved, abandoning the vanity of their past. I'm not going to do that. LONG LIVE THE SOCIAL BUTTERFLIES!! I hope to someday join you (please?) My solution to this often embarassing dilemma is LOVE. My theory is if you love people, they love you, and then it doesn't really matter if you are awkward or not. And just so we are clear, I don't think that being socially goofy is the worst thing a person can be...my impairment has made for many very interesting conversations! So for the last couple of months I have been living with this mantra, which is WAY longer than I usually carry around my mantras--so it is really quite impressive that I should still be holding on to it and I'm ashamed that I haven't shared it sooner. I tell it to myself in the supermarket, I recite it at social gatherings, and I now I am giving to you (all 9 of my wonderful followers!!) I hope you cherish it and nurture it into your own personal blessing. And please don't be stingy...you share it too! I'm usually very careful about encouraging "regifting" but I think this one will be okay; I don't think the recipient will mind.

Okay, now that I got all my philosophic brilliance out of my system (you are welcome), I have a question. Have any of you Texan ever seen wild standing cypress? It is a beautiful wildflower that I found while searching for wild blackberries in the backroads yesterday. Brilliant and red, these flowers perched in a mason jar are what every person should wake up to in the summer. One look will change your life. What a fantastic way to be reminded that God isn't just an engineer and scientist, but he is also an artist and poet. How blessed am I to be reminded? Too blessed.

Busy Body = Me

Wow. A whole week and no blogging. I am terribly sorry that I have slacked off of my blogging duties, but I'm a busy girl and this week has been the busiest!! I moved out of my apartment last weekend and the crazy rush of that has set the tone for my week. I'm not sure about you guys, but I'm beginning to wonder if life will EVER slow down...is this what it means to be a grown up? Don't get me wrong, I love the hustle and bustle that has become my life, but I have noticed a trend--each year my life moves faster and faster! It has raised many important questions: Does my brain deceive me? Am I getting more and more cynical and just labeling it as being "observant"? Am I desperately trying to hold on to my childhood? And can I really, I mean REALLY, pull off the skinny jeans look? I'm not stick thin and I don't really own any Ugg boots, nor do I really LIKE Ugg boots (are Ugg boots even "in" anymore? I can never tell. My sister generally handles all things fashion-related for me, and I hate to ask her endless questions over what looks right and what will make all the other pretty girls point and laugh). Okay, so maybe that last question has nothing to do with my crazy life, but it is an important question and I would love to have it answered. It is right up there with my question of "How does one combat a rapidly approaching caffeine addiction?" But back to the point I was trying to make....I am a busy person, which makes for some late nights and cranky mornings, but I am loving every minute of it. I am at a point where I have no idea where my life is going, but I know that it is traveling there at warp speed (Don't worry, I always travel with a seat belt)!
On a very different note...everyone is traveling this summer!! I am going to Australia and New Zealand, my friend Brittney will soon take off for China (insert Chinese music, preferably from the soundtrack of Mulan), my friend Sarah is leaving for Germany, Kali is in France AS I TYPE THIS, and my friend Brooke is on her way to Indiana--which is less glamorous, but how can you beat GOING HOME?! Turns out I have adventurous friends, who knew?!